Tuesday, June 26, 2007
~.++I, who could be God++.~
3 things God can do,
First to create soul.
Second to watch after them.
Lastly to change the Earth's environment.
1 thing which God can only give,
DESPAIR....
My disappointment is not just only God's own limitation but unable to comprehend why He, who created us and still couldn't watch over us every min and every second.
I, who felt total despair which overwhelms all disappointments came to believe that I'm my very own God.
Or,
I, who felt total despair which overwhelms all disappointments came to blame God that is all His fault?
Which I don't feel like trusting so, including myself....
Monday, June 25, 2007
~.++He or He++.~
I couldn't differentiate between God and Demons.
God behaves like a Demon when He betrayed us.
While Demon behaves like a God when He's being mercy.
Perhaps humans are just to weak to believe in themselves and thus they rely too much of the good and evil nonsense.
Yet maybe someone like me whom had thought....
Instead of what you believe in,
Instead of what He nor He does,
Live and believe as in ourself.
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
~.++Fade away Fate++.~
Sicked off, were left aside
Unused, were kept behind
As time goes, were forgotten
When generation passed, were destroyed
Part of my fate as a human....
(My Winning 11 was badly damaged, there goes my hard earn effort!!! All thanks to someone.... Nonetheless, thank you too as it's time for me to get a new version.)
Sunday, June 17, 2007
~.++あめわ雨だろう?++.~
I....
Want to sleep peacefully inside the rain.
Till the sky falls.
Till the earth splits.
Till I feel relieved....
Saturday, June 16, 2007
~.++Hatred to Murder++.~
I hate him....
My father....
Enough hatred and antagonism to kill him with my own bare hands.
I don't feel like staying home but runaway again like I used to do....
My life as a wanderer soon will begin.
I refuse to give in,
to the fact that I can't reach him...
I refuse to give up,
on the fact that he will love me till forever one day...
I believed someday soon we'll see each other face to face as strangers.
However I know my heart is finally big enough to keep him within me...
Thursday, June 14, 2007
~.++Sexual Disgrace++.~
I just feel that I don't actually have a father right from the beginning.
I really hate him right from 8 years ago.
Filthy and stained relationship with the eternal blood we shared....
Nonetheless....
I couldn't help but have the urge to tear him apart.
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
~.++Underground LESSON H.E.L.L 3++.~
Qn: I'm afraid...
Ans: Absurd fear for foolish idiots
The absurd fear: "I'm afraid that I can't make it"
If I want it so much....
I'll make sure I get it!
The absurd fear: "I'm afraid I can't reach it"
If I'm protecting my last desire....
I'll kill those who blocked my way!
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
~.++Shut Up++.~
Saturday, June 02, 2007
~.++0215++.~
〇二十五分
深夜里飘来的花香
不知从那来
I was thinking....
Do you feel the same as I do?