52 Hours ago I found strange changes in my body.
I thought I might not be able to live any much longer and broke into tears as fears creeps into my nerves.
I couldn't believe myself that no matter how much I had prepared for the arrival of death and in the end I still couldn't handle the truth.
After 14 hours of sleep and I woke up with a thought.
I asked is there any things that left undone if my lifespan left only less than a year?
I supposed none. I wondered had I prepared myself enough and get ready to go.
Till I realized the part I'm not satisfied about was...
I couldn't make her happy.