Just feel like entering another sin in today into my bible. That was because I thought of something sinful today. I'd wonder was it my fault or it wasn't even my wrong? But I just don't feel like blaming anyone except myself. After hearing what shouldn't meant to be known, I just felt nothing but anger and hatred towards these rotten humans. I never knew humans could be so rotten till their bones were already exposing. I'm not feeling good today but after hearing those so-called "doesn't hurt a single bit" comments from a stranger whom I don't even know, it just made me feel even more annoyed and irritated. Cause humans never do what they preach and all they could do is just keep on saying.

Indeed, those retarded comments really gets on me, but I tried hard to hide my anger still I supposed my displeasure were all written on my face. Always having a nervous breakdown after work however the illness today isn't as serious as usual. Tried real hard to keep quiet and calm down by cracking lame jokes. And now once I think about it again, I just think it's really foolish to be angry over such things. Cause the mouth doesn't grow on my face and I don't have the rights to control over these rotten humans' foul mouth. Sometimes once in awhile I simply wished that they really understand where they actually stand.

Please don't comment about this entry, just read and understand and keep any thoughts to yourself. Cause I don't need an extra moron to repeat what another idiot say. Stop showing me monkeys show especially the "Monkey say, monkey do" show, it's getting dry and really gets on my nerves when I watched it. It's best just "shhhhh" all the time, it really keeps you safe from stepping on other people's land mines. Furthermore, everyone should know words are alive, and this good example shows how these harmless words really agitates me. Thus lesson learned today, mind your language! Mind your words! Most of all mind your mouth! You won't know when will you be back stabbed.

The only sin today I ever committed so stupidly is the thought of wanted to kill that person. You know, kind of like an urge to use a sharp knife and slice through the throat slowly and drain of every single drop of blood in a bath tub. Then uses a toilet bowl scrubber and scrubbed the mouth hard till the teeth falls off, and the blood washes the mouth clean. And, I'm not mad and crazy about this, I'm seriously serious about doing it so...