I'm tired from work but still I'm entering a sin today. No matter how much I had shared this childish story to my close ones, I still find it hard to accept the fact that I could forgive such kind of person. Need not say nor do I need to mention the name, I suppose he or she should know what is it about. Sometimes I just can't figure out what's wrong with acknowledging one's own shortcomings? Does it mean accepting it is really a shame? Why do people have to be so idiotically defensive and give loads of excuses that makes no sense at all? Maybe their brains weren't structured and functioning properly? I don't see why do I have to be the only one trying accept everything especially when one doesn't even know how to appreciate and realize what the other has done.

So what if I said that, "hey, I tried my best to accept you", and I just simply felt there's no need for it for an ungrateful idiot who tries to act blur and pretend nothing has happened at all. Quit the act and stop being blur even no matter how innocent your moronic face is, everyone still can see how ugly the way you acted. Nothing wrong in admitting mistakes that you think you had never committed. Cause all these while you had been repeating these mistakes which everybody feels that "there's no need to tell you because watching you committing mistakes is as though watching monkeys performing in the circus for entertainment usage! you're basically nothing but to amuse me, you dumb ass head!". I really hate to say it but I just don't know how these people had their world worked out? Naive? Innocent? Is that all they can act to survive? I'm not sure though but they were as confusing as I am now.

Which part I couldn't understand? The part where what I said about them is WRONG and what they said is ALWAYS RIGHT! I could only say something which is so sinful which is "F*** it man, you think who the f*** you're? Trying to have the last say for everything! Your world is so damn small that what you can see is only people revolving around you! Freak ass man...". This is the moment when I just want to paste a "Rejected" sticker on them and dump them into the incinerator just like those rejected contaminated food products! Screw you! Looking at you is just as though looking at yoghurts which had incubated for 3 days at 37 degree celcius, looks nice at the outside but contaminated within, looks inhomogeneous and gave off a foul smell.

I tried my best accepting every shortcomings you had but I supposed still you don't even know where the hell you are. I don't owe you anything. I'm neither doing charity and had to see to your needs. Wake the f*** up man, if you're still in deep slumber just go kick the bucket straight. No matter how generous I am and no matter how big my heart can continue to hold all those sarcastic remarks, I had really reached my limit. Everyone has their own limit. Stop being childish, grow up please. Actually, asking you to grow up "please", I don't think a person like you deserves the word "please"!