I have changed my blog address without informing anyone. However I did informed through my tag board, seems like nobody went to tag or even read about the notice I entered few weeks ago. I'm not disappointed cause actually this blog web page is being neglected for months and seems like it has become a whole new world for me to start a fresh. Somewhere I could keep my personal thoughts and opinions.
I felt liked I'm a marked sinner that trying to redeem myself from lying to my own heart and soul. I hope this blog able to help me do so. Recently I gave up a lot of things. Not even things, but maybe some thoughts and memories. I have locked away a lot of stuff in me and thrown away that key to my abandoned memory sea. It sinked and I don't hope this key will ever float up again. It's a little upsetting however I felt there's a need to do so.
I couldn't say I don't know what was I thinking that moment and I couldn't say I don't even know what was I doing at that point of time. I have deleted the only photo that me and my ex-boyfriend took at Sentosa. Also I was planning to burn away the photo album with neoprints of us taken at Cinneleisure. I found it disgusting when looking at those photos or even think about his image. However I'm wondering why do I feel disgusted but yet not annoying?
Perhaps I should end here. I'm tired.