Hey yo! I'm back... Today is my little darling Cassandra's 1 month old! I cooked alot of red eggs today and gave out to the neighbours! You guys might be wondering, is it something wrong with me? Nope, you guys don't imagine too much if not you're leading yourself to a wrong track.
Cassandra is indeed my daughter but I didn't gave birth to her. She's given birth by Charmaine, one of my good sister that nobody knows about but yet heard about. Cass is 1 month old already, and she's still so small in size. Still remember last month that though I'm at malaysia but I came back to Singapore for a week just to accompany Charmaine. Looking at her giving birth naturally to Cass is something great. It's painful but yet her own flesh and blood is out from her womb, I looked at her tired and happy face just makes me feel that she's so much fortunate. That kind of fortunate feeling, joyous and happiness is something that we are unable to imagine. The pain and relieved is just so much undescribeable.
My first time entering a labouring room, I felt so excited and nervous. Nervous when she held on to my hands tightly. She groaned and screamed for help that she's in pain. She even said silly words like giving up but I said babies are petty cute little creatures, don't say such things! However when little Cass is out, I felt happiness is all around the room. I carried her in my arms, just as though carrying a fragile cute little doll in my arms. So cute and sweet, pure and innoncent. My first exprience is just like that was given away to this little baby.
I have been cooking ginger chicken lately, braised vinegar trotters and many more other lactating mothers' meal. Charmaine is same age as me, and I supposed she's rather weak than other mothers age around 25 and above. I felt bad that I when back Malaysia soon after she gave birth. However now I do have more time to visit her and cook more nicer dishes for her. My first time being a mother, helping Charmaine to take care of little Cass! Hope I could give her what she wants and provide her what she needs. I just don't want to see this young baby grew up to be weak like me and her mum, nor even insensible like we do.
My darling Cassandra you're 1 month old already! Mummy wished you have a healthy body. Love you always girl! Muackz... =)