Friday, May 26, 2006
~.++My bit of Lady Luck!++.~
Just getting more and more freaking tired or am I getting freaking freakish? o.O Holy Moses, what the hell am I talking about? Haiz, recently I had stopped blogging! Time not enough or was it because I'm too engrossed in Maple? I have been late for my tutorials lately! Freakish, maybe my luck is running away...
Every morning, I woke up in frights when I saw my clock ticking and every minutes flies like nobody's business, but let's cut it short! Means I'm totally LATE and means I'm DEAD MEAT!!! Maybe I have been playing Maple too much already. I have been taking taxi to school for consecutively for 2 MORNINGS! Argh... This can't go on, my life is in a total mess. Because of the taxi, I'm TOTALLY BROKE! I'm going to declare myself bankrupt sia... Zzzzz..... Every trip is 10 bucks and my pocket is really burning with a big hole...
However, with these incidents, I'm very touched by my friends around me! Like.... Xin Ru (my fav. Por Lor Mi aka JackFruit) and YinXian (the Qiang Tou Chao)! hurhurhur... They bought me snacks like pocky and M&Ms' during lunch for me! I was shocked sia... But am very touched... =.= Haiz, but today is CCN day, spent quite amount of money, on chocolate fondue (Yummy, my distress snacks), a stick of dougnut (it's my personal fav. anyway) and a small pack of Lays Classic tibits (a treat from YiJia)!
Should I say I'm running totally bad luck or within it I'm running a little lady luck? I should count myself as lucky, hehe, cause a lot of treats from my friends recently, especially from Sam! She's great man, and yurong too, cause both of them gave me the chance to watch movie! Thanks guys! =) Lolx, I totally enjoyed the XMEN 3, The Last Stand Movie! Got a good seat and enjoyed the foods, furthermore we enjoy the best image and sound system in the theatre...
Totally thanks man! Thanks guys...
Sunday, May 14, 2006
~.++Back on SKATES!!!++.~
Finally I'm back on my skates though before that I'm still having loads of hesitation in my mind. Somehow or whatsoever, I have once lost my passion towards skating however in the end I still put it on. Last friday was fun fun fun cause I went for an urban with my kor, grandson, marcus and stara! Yohoo, I got to see everyone! Man, time does flies, I'm just away for a few months and came back, Sgskaters members have grown, more and more chiobu and everyone changes. In terms of appearance and even their skating skills. Now I knew I'm getting more and more noobier. I'm lousy... =P
Okie, after finishing the urban which simply last for around 3-4 hours. We skated from esplanade, to douby ghaut, to PS, to mohamand sultan, then to clarke quay and lastly back to esplanade again! Long journey eh? Could say it's manageable for a noobiest noob like me! Of course after a long journey, we need to rest, hence we skated to Makan Sutra which is at the back of esplanade and we ordered lots of Singapore Delicacies! Ok, I ordered a plate of 15 sticks Satays, chicken and pork! Can say is known as bagua, cause it's bbq too... Idiotic black ass sha don't want to eat! I'm so disappointed! T.T sob sob....
This is what kor has ordered, hokkien fried prawn mee! The best in Singapore ok! Lol, stara still asked what's the function of the banana leaf? Omg, I thought she should know? -_-lll oh my goodness.... The funniest thing about this prawn mee is that, the 3 of us lazy to peel the prawn in the end, 3 prawns only finished 2... LOL, we're the LAZY MAPLE 3 MASKERTEERS!!!
This what grandson ordered! The last one to come... And we're already died of hunger! Ok, it's fried carrot cake... Can't blame it came last cause at first we don't know whether to fried it white or black? Or want black and white? Oops, I don't know... Got him damn confused... =X However he still ordered a white 1, and the first dish to finish!!!
Thursday, May 11, 2006
~.++Bagua Day++.~
Bagua? Sound familiar eh? No doubts! It's bagua! Whether you believe your eyes or not, and it's really that I mentioned "Bagua" in my blog. To sha, you sexy black ass out there, I am mentioning your favourite can't do without it Bagua! I'm totally mesmerised and seduced by your bagua! Influence totally and I'm crazy about bagua all because of you.
Haha, talking about bagua, since yesterday I have been mentioning this "Bagua" word non-stop no matter where I am or who I am with? I have been joking with Saddiq, especially him, using the word "Bagua"! And what do you know? He's able to joke with me at the same time. Now I finally opened this bagua team in TP! Now we called it TPBU - Temasek Polytechnic Bagua Union! Lolx... We're truly "siao" and you can confirm our craziness when you see us! I have been joking with Saddiq, such as, what happened when Malay consume pork? Lolx, now I'm Ms Bagua and he's our Bagua... Hmmm, talking about Bagua, I'm damn hungry.... -_-lll what the freakin' hell is this?
Haiz, I'm exhausted today, cause I woke up early in the morning just for the NLS project meeting! And fortunately I remembered there's a FI lab today, and need to get a logbook. What's logbook?
Explanation: It's use to record every experiment in details and in a formal report format. Ok, got it guys? Also this is my first time I got a small note book for myself! First time in my life that I'm using a notebook to take down what's important tasks which need to accomplished. Pathetic, is a stupid pathetic year. I felt as though I'm a total moron... Too many things, too many projects and assignments and lead me to a moronic confusions. Pathethic till I have to get myself a note book to note down stuff if not I'm going to forget everything clean and clear
EXCEPT MapleStory! Muahahahahahahahahahaha....
Ok, this is my new notebook! I spend more than 15mins to choose it... o.O
However today, I just wrote a little! Less than a paragraph... -_-lll
Monday, May 08, 2006
~.++Busy with BOOKS only....++.~
See so MANY books, are you having cold sweats already?
Shit, so THICK, I'm going to flip the pages like hell ya!
I see until blur and even my camera snapped till blur.... o.O
Chim-alogy, can understand? I think you know nuts about it! Yep, peanuts! Lol...
Haiz, projects and projects! Assignments and assignments! EVERYTHING IS CHIONGING MY WAY MAN!!! -_-lll, I'm so tired lately, zzz...., going to die soon! First time in my life doing only 1 single projects using dozens and dozens of books! Stacking up high in the library and doing researches with my classmates. Lol, look at the pictures. See until you want to commit suicide. Unfortunately this is the only first package, and there's more to come! Oh my god, how am I going to pull through this. Today I just realised, I'm SEVERELY UNDERWEIGHT!!! T.T sob sob, I first time underweight, haiz, I always thought I'm 48-50kg, today measured while doing the tutorial, I'm 43.3kg. Oh my goodness....
Thursday, May 04, 2006
~.++Little Cassandra++.~
Hey yo! I'm back... Today is my little darling Cassandra's 1 month old! I cooked alot of red eggs today and gave out to the neighbours! You guys might be wondering, is it something wrong with me? Nope, you guys don't imagine too much if not you're leading yourself to a wrong track.
Cassandra is indeed my daughter but I didn't gave birth to her. She's given birth by Charmaine, one of my good sister that nobody knows about but yet heard about. Cass is 1 month old already, and she's still so small in size. Still remember last month that though I'm at malaysia but I came back to Singapore for a week just to accompany Charmaine. Looking at her giving birth naturally to Cass is something great. It's painful but yet her own flesh and blood is out from her womb, I looked at her tired and happy face just makes me feel that she's so much fortunate. That kind of fortunate feeling, joyous and happiness is something that we are unable to imagine. The pain and relieved is just so much undescribeable.
My first time entering a labouring room, I felt so excited and nervous. Nervous when she held on to my hands tightly. She groaned and screamed for help that she's in pain. She even said silly words like giving up but I said babies are petty cute little creatures, don't say such things! However when little Cass is out, I felt happiness is all around the room. I carried her in my arms, just as though carrying a fragile cute little doll in my arms. So cute and sweet, pure and innoncent. My first exprience is just like that was given away to this little baby.
I have been cooking ginger chicken lately, braised vinegar trotters and many more other lactating mothers' meal. Charmaine is same age as me, and I supposed she's rather weak than other mothers age around 25 and above. I felt bad that I when back Malaysia soon after she gave birth. However now I do have more time to visit her and cook more nicer dishes for her. My first time being a mother, helping Charmaine to take care of little Cass! Hope I could give her what she wants and provide her what she needs. I just don't want to see this young baby grew up to be weak like me and her mum, nor even insensible like we do.
My darling Cassandra you're 1 month old already! Mummy wished you have a healthy body. Love you always girl! Muackz... =)
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
~.++Tagboard!++.~
Hi guys, sorry for the inconvience! Due to the stupid problems that always happen on my stupid tagboard, I had decided to change it. Therefore currently is under construction. Please do not write anything, save up what you want to say to me and I'll get the tagboard ready as soon as possible! You can flood it all the hell you want! But then, I don't think anyone will do that! zzz..... sadzzz.... -_-lll haiz... T.T sob sob pathetic tagboard!!!!!
Monday, May 01, 2006
~.++Adult conversation++.~
Yesterday was little Nigel's birthday party. I went to ECP in the end to meet up with Colin and Margaret. I get to know Herman who is a great humourous guy and Sharon who is a lady whom enjoyed wine, food and man. Not bad for the first time I get back to this circle of friends. We talked a lot before we set off to the party. Herman asked me what kind of guys am I going after? However I just said currently I am not interested in any guys and would rather spend my time now on my studies and build a strong foundation in my career which is in few years time. "Men", is a word I asked myself, what could I asked out from them? I don't fit to love, why do I have to seek for them. I made a vow, and I shall honour it.
I saw a lot friends and everyone said the same thing, "Hey, you slimmed down alot! Are you sick?" I don't know. Perhaps I am really sicked inside? Woooo, cancer ar? Choy choy choy, just kiddin'! I saw a lot people that I know, Serene, Zhi Wei, Daddy Alex, Kelvin, Ben, Elbriena, Xiao Zhu, Gregory, Marcus, Stara, Helen, Nicholas, Chuan, and him. Till now I still don't want to mention his name nor just speak out his name, and not even looked at him. I hate him? No. I am narrow minded? No. I just find it awkward. Perhaps I have yet fully letting go.
Why I can't let go even I have once possessed it? Why do I still have to yearn for it? Was it because that was greedy?
I had a great chat yesterday with Herman, Margaret, Pearline and Colin. It was liked an adult conversation, and yet I find it interesting cause everyone is sharing what they know, and each of us just have the click. It was great, we talked, we shared and I do find myself even more like an adult than before. I drank a bottle of beer yesterday during the chat, and got myself drunk cause I didn't eat anything to slow down that alcoholic entering my blood. Furthermore I even went to play with Nicholas at the swing, and it makes it even worse. However in the end, I'm alright still able to control and reached home safely. No hangovers when I woke up and I'm still able to blog here. Hmm, but at least now I know what should do and what shouldn't do if I wanto to drink. Well this time I am able to control even I knew I'm going to get myself drunk. Haha...
The whole night I have been saying, "Life is so short but yet so boring" and "I felt so old but yet so young", maybe some of us the youngsters might feel these now but when we get older, this kind of mindset will change. Because we will only know how short life can be when we're at the brink of death. We will say "Night is forever young" when we're getting older. Sheesh, in life there are so many contradictory stuff, and we're always unable to stick to 1, seems like everyone changes every minutes and every seconds.
This is what kor has ordered, hokkien fried prawn mee! The best in Singapore ok! Lol, stara still asked what's the function of the banana leaf? Omg, I thought she should know? -_-lll oh my goodness.... The funniest thing about this prawn mee is that, the 3 of us lazy to peel the prawn in the end, 3 prawns only finished 2... LOL, we're the LAZY MAPLE 3 MASKERTEERS!!!
This what grandson ordered! The last one to come... And we're already died of hunger! Ok, it's fried carrot cake... Can't blame it came last cause at first we don't know whether to fried it white or black? Or want black and white? Oops, I don't know... Got him damn confused... =X However he still ordered a white 1, and the first dish to finish!!!
See so MANY books, are you having cold sweats already?
Shit, so THICK, I'm going to flip the pages like hell ya!
I see until blur and even my camera snapped till blur.... o.O
Chim-alogy, can understand? I think you know nuts about it! Yep, peanuts! Lol...